To my dad..

erm..
actually that's nice after SPM..
but..
i felt more sad and sad..
today is just the 2nd day..
i already get scold for 2 days ler..
how come?!
that my dad just only say that i just know to play computer whole day..
play until lately then sleep..
wake up then continue play..
after play then eat..
after eat then play..
then eat then play..
after that sleep...
my life after SPM..
that's my interest..
i love to play the software software..
haiz..
tell you you also dont know!!
i watch that dramas and movies that i didnt watch before cause i need to exam..
i listens all songs i dl since these few months..
i wanna online to know how to do this and that..
i wanna learn to edit photos..
learn to design this blog..
learn to edit movies..
and so on..
all that computer can do..
i wanna do it all if i can!!
i sit here whole day..
but i do different things..
and for you..
all are the same!
you make my online times very limited..
you say that if it's over...
i had to pay myself..
it's ok..
i no need pay..
then let it cancel off..
then you need to pay more cause havent enough one year..
you say you want cancel if it's really over..
that day also over already..
why you not yet cancel?!
if you really cancel..
i still can go outside one..
that time..
you need to give me money also!
i will become more treachery!!
can you STOP??!!
i hate you if you always like that..
all nonsense!!
i dont want hear that all!!
DAMN!

SPM ending...

my SPM ending edi!
hooray!
wakaka^^
quite nice de..
after the BC paper..
i relax more..
hehe~
but..
today is the first day for my holiday nia..
i feel so bored edi!
OMG!
nothing to do for the whole day..

yesterday..
after exam..
i go to sitiawan with my granma and my sis and bro too..
quite sien de..
after exam..
do what also sien de..
haiz..

today..
i had tidy up my room..
clear all the books away!
haha!!
no more books!!!
damn nice!

just boring..
boring until dont know what to blog..
haiz..

SPM ending soon...

damn bored now!
i got nothing to do..
want eat but nothing to eat..
haiz..
want to revise but always cant..
i had opened my bio's book since i wake up..
but..
i still cant study..
arrggghhhh!!!
how come i become so lazy?!
just left 3 days to go..
after these days..
i will be free and will be more boring that time..
but..
dont know why..
i suddenly dont want that day come soon..
i havent decide to do anything after this exam..
i dont want always sit at home..
and waiting for eat..sleep..and play...
these make me wanna die quickly..
i dont want such a life like this..
but..
i really dont know what to do..
most of them are going for works..
some of them will going to enjoy their holidays....
what can i do??
i felt so sleepy everyday..
now i can know what will be my life after my SPM..
everyday i go to bed very late..
then i wake up late also..
my breakfast is same as my lunch..
then i will just sit in front my pc and go chatting at forum..
checking fs..and sometimes facebook..
blogging..
go view others' blog..
go to learn about photoshop..
learn to do this do that..
just all about computer....
that's what i like..
and i know that..
my parent will going to scold me if i do that everyday..
i am such a useless human being in this world..
i do nothing everyday..
just waste time..
waste money..
and waste my energy..
haiz..
i really dont know what to do..
i cant do my revision for bio now..
cause i will only feel sleepy..
but..
i no have any choice now..
just have to finish this SPM...

the end for today..

SORRY~

did you feel that..
we are more close..
but we are less topic to chat about..
i know you also will feel like that..
i also dont know what happen now..
today..you tell me your feelings..
sometimes i really felt sorry to you..
i wanna say say sorry to you..
but you ask me dont to do that every time..
i know you are coming to view what i'm writing about..
i know you care on me now..
today i'm not in the mood..
after you tell me you are sad..
my mood turn bad to worse..
even i can feel that i'm more sad than you..
when you tell me not to be so sad..
i wanna ask you no be sad at that time..
and..
i tell you so many times today..
not to be sad..
and..
please remember what you had promise me..

next week will be coming..
hahaha!!
that too nice!
that's means my SPM will be finish!!
but...
still have to suffer for 3 days..
haiz..
first one is biology..
damn bio!
i hate bio!
i am not interest to bio!
second one is physics..
this subject..
i had put the most effort in the subject of that 3 science subjects..
last paper was Bahasa Cina..
i'm chinese..
i should take chinese..
if i didnt take BC..
i am very sorry to my parent..granparent..and even my ancestors..
but..
BC is too hard..
haiz..

i scare now..
scare that the day which my results come out that time..
i think i will cry that day..
i can even imaging now on my results..
i'm sure my results will very bad..
sorry dad and mum..
sorry for i never put my whole effort on this important exam..
sorry..
sorry..
and SORRY..

in this post..
i say sorry so many times..
i felt i'm useless now..
i just know to sit in front the pc and type and type and type..
cant do any others thing too..
i felt so regret now..
i dont know what to do now..
just stop now..
END~

to my dear..

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you are quite kesian..
haha^^
birthday during exam..
whatever..
still must happy for your birthday..
this was my third post to say happy birthday to you ler..
but..
haiz...
dont know what ler..
no have points to write too much for you..
hehe~

add something more..
you ar..
dont know why de..
always like that one!
dota dota and dota!!!
AARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!
hate it la!


last wishes to you..
must happy always ya!
i love you~
muack~